If You Only Knew...


I'm not as strong as I appear to be. It's killing me to stand my ground. Almost every part of me wants to let you back in whole heartedly, no questions asked. My head tells me that if I do that it will happen again. You will continue to hurt me the way you do because you know that you can.

How much longer until you clue in and make things right? I don't choose to be short or cold with you. I do it out of necessity. I need to know you mean what you say. I need to know that you are true and genuine. I need to put my friends minds at ease. I need to know that you can be trusted with me.

Later Days
Santi