Random, I know.

Hello Blogosphere. Just thought I'd take a moment, sit down infront of my keyboard and type. Even if no one else seems to care, I love writing about the little things, like how my day went, things that are coming up, things that have crossed my mind. I used to do that all the time when I blogged daily on my myspace. When starting this blog though I wanted to keep the daily rantings about my life out of it. Now that I no longer use myspace I lack that outlet.

I'm not saying I'm going to start posting everyday about how frustrating my life is or how I hate so and so for being a such and such, but today I feel like talking about me and what I want and what's goign on in my life. I'm able to do the right?

Theater
My aunt invited me to go see Avenue Q next week at The Center In The Square. My aunt and I used to go see plays at Theater and Company on King St in kitchener. None of my friends appreciate seeing plays like I do so when she first invited me to see soemthing with her I was over the moon. I LOVE theater. There's something about drinking over priced coffee and seeing a play that just makes me feel so cool. My Aunt is the only relative who still enjoys my company and wants to be around me. I guess when you get older people forget about you or assume that ou're too busy being a young and impressionable adult to what to hang out with old folk ;-). She's a pretty cool person to around so I'm really looking forward to it.

Travel
I want to take a trip. Whether it be some where warm to escape the cold come March or across the pond this summer I really want to go somewhere. I've been talkign about a trip since high school and have yet to do it. I really want to travel and I think that now is the time to do it. I'm young and I don't have any real responsibilities other than providing my self the basic necesities of life. I'm not married or have any children. I don't see that changing at all within the next few years. I have some debt, but it wouldn't take long to pay it off. The way I see it, I have 3 years, 4 at most to be care free and selfish. I would like to get married and have kids and I think 25 is a good age for me to start thinking about that. I want to enjoy my youth but at the same time I don't want to be 60 and still be supporting my children. As much as I'd love to be a mother, I want them out of my house and off to college so that I can enjoy traveling and retirement when I'm finanically stable. I want to go to Africa and see a giraffe in its natural habbitat. I want to tan on a white sand beach in thailand. I want to check out all the cool shops in Tokyo, I want to eat vegemite in Austrailia. Theres no way I am going to be able to afford to do thoughs things within the next 3-5 years and I'm ok with that. One day I will do these things though. Getting pregnant after the age of 35 or 36 will make it a little difficult though.

Future
On the same note, I think my aunt and uncle were smart about things. Even they had their child later in their lives they only had one. My cousin and uncle have an amazing relationship. My parents don't have that kind of time to dedicate to one kid like that. They bought a house, fixed it up and paid it off. They are mortgage free. If life decided to throw them a lemon they're not going to be totally screwed and will have no problem making the best tasting lemonaid ever. I want that. I want a normal sized house in a good neighnourhood that my partner and I can pay off. I want one kid, maybe 2 and a dog. I want to live within my means and save. I want to send my kids to college and that way when they are no older than 23 they are living on their own. I can fcuk off the Africa or Thailand or Tokyo or Austrailia for 3 months when I'm in my late 50's and loosing my house or my children needing me will be the least of my worries. Career wise I have no idea what I want to do, but when I grow up I want what they have.

I'm ending this monster of a blog and putting on a movie/getting into bed. Good night friends.

Later Days
Santi