PRIDE


I'm sitting on the edge of my seat.
Four days feels like 4 weeks.
I feel uneasy and unsure.
I'm rethinking my last words.
I'm rethinking your last words.
My heart beats faster.
I jump at every ring from a phone.
I check my e-mail regularly.
I can't be the first to call.
My mind jumps to the worst possibilitiess.
The things I do to keep my pride...